I know it is hard to wait. It seems like you have been in this holding pattern for so long. Everything you want is right in front of you, but you can’t touch it right now. I have been there.
I hope that, today, you will see that giving up is no longer an option. I pray that you will see where you must put your trust. Soon, I pray that you allow God to give you your motivation back.
Deep within yourself, please decide you won’t stop trying. No matter how long it takes. No matter how many people tell you no, say you won’t make it, or say that things don’t look good, don’t let it stop you. “Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart” (Psalm 17:4).
Though it didn’t go the way you wanted yesterday, today just may be the day. Don’t let your background, lack of finances, or physical state hinder you. Just seek the favor of God!
God doesn’t pick favorites, but He does look after those who seek after His Son. Therefore, if you have been operating in the counsel of Jesus Christ and listening for His voice and direction, He will give you favor in your situation. You can rest assured that He hears you, He sees what you are going through, and He will help you at just the right time (2 Corinthians 6:2).
His favor will make the impossible possible and work things out according to His will for your life (Romans 8:28). While you are waiting for a turn around in your situation, there is something you must do. God needs you to be confident in His love for you (Psalm 119:76).
He will make you stronger (Nehemiah 8:10). Don’t stop believing in Him. Trust Him, and rest in Him.
Don’t try to take it back into your hands! Whatever you are believing for, God can help you find it, reach it, or solve it. Remember, you can do all things with Christ on your side (Philippians 4:13)! BELIEVE IT!
His Word will be a lamp unto your feet and a light unto your path (Psalm 119:105) !